Sunday, September 28, 2008
U are my drug hopefully i hope it true : 8:53 AM

I am damn tired of this life
And i am offically dead to my gaming life that i once live
O level i will own it with my 1 !!!! THis Life is Freaking hard to live through
My dream is to be with a person that love me forever and i will love her too~~~~~
How i wish for this freaking life of this torture !!
when will i stop and realize the worth and value of my life?
I hope it will show to me soon

SO JUST GIVE ME WHAT LEFT OF MY LIFE !!!

Injection
Do you spend your days counting the hours your awake
And when night covers the sky you find yourself doing the same
Is it burning you`ve been buried in spite of all your prayers
As a light turns off inside your heart can you remember what it's like to care

My knees are weak
My hands are shaking
I can`t breathe

So give me the drug
Keep me alive
Give me what`s left of my life
But let me go
Pull this plug
Let me breathe
On my own I`m finally free
But let me go

The trail of crumbs you left somehow got lost along the way
If you`re never meant to leave then you only had to stay
But the memories that haunt us are cherished just the same
As the ones that bring us closer to the sky no matter how grave

Yet I fall through these clouds
And she`s screaming

So give me the drug
Keep me alive
Give me what`s left of my life
But let me go
Pull this plug
Let me breathe
On my own I`m finally free
But let me go

This grip loosens but it never fades (never fades)
We carry nothing but a name you will forsake
Your words are always there to break my fall (break my fall)
And now I find the comfort to see through it all

Guide me through uncharted waters before we lose our way again
Will you be my compass until forever until forever ends

My knees are weak
My hands are shaking
I can`t breathe

So give me the drug
Keep me alive
Give me what`s left of my life
But let me go
Pull this plug
Let me breathe
On my own I`m finally free
But let me go

So let me go
So let me go

...upon your whistle


Monday, September 22, 2008
This what happen if u try so hard again and again ! : 6:13 AM
Over playing

...upon your whistle


Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Lyric for some song : 9:21 AM
Tired to write haha prelim i will study hard liao hope can do well just 1 month away !!!I will be BaCK with more !! changed main song !!




Behind Closed Doors
Chairs thrown and tables toppled,
Hands armed with broken bottles,
Standing no chance to win but,
We're not runnin', we're not runnin'.

There's a point I think we're missin',
It's in the air we raise our fists in,
In the smiles we cast each other,
My sister, my brother.

About the time we gave up hope and
We never find these locks still open,
Stumbling on stones unturned,
The hurt we feel, we all have found.

The lives we've lost in such a change, but all they see is treason

[Chorus:]
Although we have no obligation, to stay alive
On broken backs we beg for mercy, we will survive
(Break out) I won't be lifted
Behind closed doors.

Bonfires burn like beacons,
Guiding the lost and weakened.
Flames dance on crashing waves,
Guiding ships who've gone a stray

Time out, let's stop and think this through,
We've all got better things to do,
A talk in circles run in place,
Answers inches from my face.

[Chorus]

Black eyes, broken fingers,
Blood drips and I let it run down my lips and to my swollen gums
When hope is non-existent,
Our lips all scream, "Run",
We never turn our backs or even bite our tongue.

[Chorus x2]


Black Masks And Gasoline

simply because you can breathe,
doesn't mean you're alive,
or that you really live,
this life here has taken its toll
and she just doesn't know how much more she can give

but here, at the top of the world, I raise my hands and I clench my fists,
they stand before me below demanding the answers with flips of a switch

I don't understand where you got this idea,
so deeply engrained in your head
that this world is something that you must impress,
because I couldn't care less

a need for revolution's rising, it comes to the surface, gasping for air,
we're not putting up with this planet one more day much less one more year

I don't understand where you got this idea,
so deeply engrained in your head
that this world is something that you must impress,
because I couldn't care less

so here and now, in our rotting nation
the blood, it pours, it's all on our hands now
we live, in fear, of our own potential
to win, to lose, it's all on our hands now

I have an Amerikan Dream,
but it involves black masks and gasoline,
one day I'll turn these thoughts into screams,
at a world turned its back down on me

I don't understand where you got this idea,
so deeply engrained in your head
that this world is something that you must impress,
because I couldn't care less

...upon your whistle


Monday, September 15, 2008
HeadAch hunt me !!! : 8:32 AM
Pass few day i been having really bad headach hahah so i can't basicly know what i doing !! Omg My A math i got 25/100 !!! Not bad i will work hardly my A math is my worest subject , if my other subject i get above b4 i will stop studying that and chiong A math and When it oct i will chiong NO MORE GAMING fucked up !!

...upon your whistle


Wednesday, September 10, 2008
SAD D:>!!! : 9:21 AM
D:> !!! worry about my prelim !!! hope my O level is easy bah !! Tomorro Is A mAth the paper gonna own me !! i never passed my A math before haha Hope A mircale happen bah ^^ , Trying to stay happy with all this shit happening to me , make me tu lan just thinking about it ! For me everyweek also have paper not like my friend got 1 day break ! Fucking prelim fucking teacher fucking government fucking education Fucking mathematic People ! GOd DAMN U !!!!! FUCK U ALL !! Create sure hard formula and qns for us teenagers to answer i bet if u ask a adult to take it they can't do it also !!!
If theres no war outside our head , Why are we losing? I don't ask for much The truth betold i'd settle for a life less frightening, a life less frightening .. Write till here currently studying!!lol now then i know i type so much "Fuck" LOl
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so much dot !! lol Dun understand why sland one LOL

...upon your whistle


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School: SP
Birthday : 22/11/1991
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