Alive or Dead

wahahahaha

2010-02-22T14:59:00.001-08:00

invincible YOUTH ! EP 14 I WAN !!! !! Now busy with exam BUT I STILL WAN WATCH THIS SHOW !!! PLS EP 14 KBS WORLD FASTER SUB IT ~~~~~ Today Engineer Math ......... hope i can pass bah . Currrently watching invincible YOUTH , listen to Tiara/T-ara Lies , Basshunter new album ( quite long le just i never saw it ) . Uploading more song :D

02. 처음처럼 (Like The First Time)
왜 자꾸 두근두근대죠

(wae jakkoo dukeun dukeun tae jyo)

이내 가슴이 (자꾸만) 흩어질것같죠 (자꾸만)

(ee nae kaseumee (jakooman) )

왜자꾸 숨이 가빠오죠

(wae jakku soomee kappaojyo)

미칠것같이 (자꾸만) 숨이 막히죠 (자꾸만)

(michilkeotkattee (jakkooman) soomee makheejyo)

첫사랑도 아닌데 순진한건 아닌데

(cheot sarangdo aninde soonjinhankeon aninde)

그댄 자꾸만 (또또) 자꾸만 (또또)

(keuraen jakkooman (ddoddo) jakkooman (ddoddo)

느끼게 해줘요~

(neu kkee ke hae jyuyo)

*그댄 나를 기쁘게 해요

(keuraen nareun keeppeuke haeyo)

그댄 나를 느끼게 해요

(keuraen nareun neukeeke haeyo)

또 처음처럼

(ddo chorom chorom)

또 처음처럼~

(ddo chorom chorom)

그댄 나를 미치게 해요

(keuraen nareun michike haeyo)

자꾸자꾸 원하게 해요

(jakkoo jakkoo wonhake haeyo)

또 처음처럼

(ddo chorom chorom)

또 처음처럼~

(ddo chorom chorom)

또 처음처럼처럼처럼

(ddoo chorom chorom chorom)

또 처음처럼처럼처럼

(ddoo chorom chorom chorom)

또 처음처럼처럼 처처처처음처럼처처러처처처음처럼

(ddoo cheoeum chorom chorom cheo cheo cheo cheo eum chorom cheocheoreo cheocheoeum chorom)

왜자꾸 열이 나는거죠

( wae jakkoo yeolee naneunkeojyo)

온몸이 자꾸 (자꾸만)

( onmomee jakkoo (jakkooman)

다 달아오르죠 (자꾸만)

(da dalaoreujyo)

왜 자꾸 아찔아찔하죠

(wae jakkoo ajjil ajjil hajyo)

정신이 없어 (자꾸만)

(jeongshinee opseo)

저죽을것 같죠 (자꾸만)

(jeojookeul keot kattjyo (jakkooman))

사랑사랑 지금껏 말로만 했던건지

(sarang sarang jikeumkkeot malloman hesdeonkeonji)

그댈 만나고 (난난) 느껴요 (난난) (

kedael mannako (nan nan) neu kkyeyo (nan nan)

진짜 사랑이 뭔지~

(jinjja sarangee mmonji)

repeat *

나를원해 목이 매인 그런 남자 (oh no~)

(nareul wonhae mokee maein keureon namja (oh no))

항상 밖에길에치인 그런 남잔 (just win)

(hangsang pakke kilechiin keureon namja)

꺼져버려이젠

( kkejyeo peoryeo ee jen)

너란 남잘 알기에

( neoran namjal alkie)

나를기쁘게기쁘게기쁘게 해줘

(nareul kippeuke kippeuke kippeuke haejyo)

나를 느끼게느끼게느끼게 해줘

(nareul neukkike neukike neukike haechyu)

Video With eng sub

Hyomin !! give ur best in Invincible Youth and make us laugh dun be edited out again haha

it been long

2009-05-12T09:51:00.000-07:00

ENDED !CHANGING BLOGKIN !!!

2009-03-29T05:06:00.000-07:00

Hmmm anyone know how to create a flash or a gif with sound ???

Japanese

kaze ga yoseta kotoba ni oyoida kokoro
kumo ga hakobu ashita ni hazunda koe
tsuki ga yureru kagami ni furueta kokoro
hoshi ga nagare koboreta yawarakai namida
suteki da ne
futari te wo tori aruketa nara
ikitai yo
KIMI no machi ie ude no naka
sono mune
karada azuke
yoi ni magire
yumemiru
kaze wa tomari kotoba wa yasashii maboroshi
kumo wa yabure ashita wa tooku no koe
tsuki ga nijimu kagami wo nagareta kokoro
hoshi ga yurete koboreta kakusenai namida
suteki da ne
futari te wo tori aruketa nara
ikitai yo
KIMI no machi ie ude no naka
sono kao
sotto furete
asa ni tokeru
yumemiru

English

The wind, like a heart that swam in the accumulated words
The clouds, a voice that was shot into the holding future
The moon, a shaking heart in an unsteady mirror
The stars, gentle tears in an overflowing stream
Isn't it beautiful,
To walk together in each others hands
I do so want to go,
To your city, your house, into your arms.
That heart,
held within your body
In those confusing nights
I dream
The wind, its halting words are a gentle illusion
The clouds, the broken future like a distant voice
The moon, a heart flowing in the clouded mirror
The stars, broken and swaying, like tears unable to be hidden.
That face,
A soft touch,
Dissolving into morning,
I dream.

lalala lala day

2009-03-26T12:28:00.000-07:00

Lalala day lalala Oh i do a lala thing again
Lalalallala this song is nice ^..^ "Y"
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Tell me I was wrong
If only i could go back to the past to done what i should have done
It time to said good bye to the past and onward to the future ahead of us
each step give us more meaning in life but somestep are meant to make u fall
Just step up and walk down

lyric + guitar tab and chord below haha trying to learn this song

Goodbye – Secondhand Serenade
eb----------0----------------0----------------0---------------0--------------
Bb---------------------------------------------------------------------------
Gb------9-----9---9------9-----9---9------9-----9---9-----9------9---9-------
Db----9---9-----9------9---9-----9------9---9-----9-----9---9------9---------
Ab--7----------------7-------------------------------------------------------
Eb------------------------------------9---------------9----------------------

eb----------0---------------0----------------0----------------0--------------
Bb---------------------------------------------------------------------------
Gb------9-----9---9-----9-----9---9------9-----9---9------8-----9---9--------
Db----9---9-----9-----9---9-----9------9---9-----9------9---9-----9----------
Ab--0---------------0----------------7---------------------------------------
Eb----------------------------------------------------7----------------------
Chords: E5 (7th fret), A5 (5th fret), B5 (7th fret) & C#5 (9th fret)
E5 C#
It's a shame that it had to be this way
A5
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
E5-B5
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
E5
Maybe I'm to blame
C#
Or maybe were the same
A5
But either way I can't breathe
E5 B5
Either way I can't breathe
A5 B5 C#
All I had to say is goodbye
E5 A5
Were better off this way
B5 C# E5( 6 TH STRING AIR)
Were better off this way
E5 C#
I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
A5
Cause everything were been through
E5-B5
And everything about you
E5
Seemed to be a lie
C#
A guiltless twisted lie
A5
It made me learn to hate you
E5 B5
Or hate myself for letting it pass by
A5 B5 C#
All I had to say is goodbye
E5 A5
Were better off this way
B5 C# E5
Were better off this way
A5 B5 C#
All I had to say is goodbye
E5 A5
Were better off this way
B5 C# E5
Were better off this way
A5 B5 C#
And every, everything isn't only
E5 A5
What it seemed so hold these
B5 C#
Words that you never told me
E5 A5
Its time to say goodbye
B5 C#
Its time to say goodbye
E5 A5
Its time to say goodbye
B5 C#
Goodbye
Bridge (X3): E5, C#, A5, E-B
E5, C#, A, E-B
Bye(X2)
E5 C#
Take my hand away
Spell it out
A5
Tell me I was wrong
E5 B5
Tell me I was wrong
E5 C#
Take my hand away
Spell it out
A5
Tell me I was wrong
E5 B5
Tell me I was wrong
E5 C#
Take my hand away
Spell it out
A5
Tell me I was wrong
E5 B5
Tell me I was wrong
E5 C#
Take my hand away
Spell it out
A5
Tell me I was wrong
E5 B5
Tell me I was wrong
E5, C#, A, E-B
HOOOOooooOOOOoooo
Repeat as long as you want

YEAH !!! new laptop , harddisk

2009-03-19T03:44:00.000-07:00

i bought my laptop ~~ and a 320G harddisk WOOHOOOO!! , starting the new msn 9.0 SUCK !!!! i hate that ! , but i downgraded it back to msn live 8 le !!! YES !!! currently i am busy and i sprain my ankle hard to walk around so rest at home play game , listen music , read book/comic , watch moive lol . Anyone whose laptop or com wan downgrade it msn look for me i try to help u ^^

HI ~~~

2009-03-08T12:21:00.001-07:00

To all ppl i bought my guitar already , currently my phone spoil so can't post the pic of my guitar , only feng know what my guitar look like

Haha mainly my guitar is Dark blue werid huh , it a accostic guitar with a classic desgin lol so the fret width is same as a accostic guitar
So currently i learning a few song with basic knowledge haha just trying to pick up a few skill since i got time from the holiday . Now mostly stay at home or play bball that all lor

Play bball also pain liao since i sprain my ankle quite pain but still can play normal just can't run and do my stunt ........

ARRR later i going see doctor for my thoart infection ~ then go bank make my Poly Fee de thing
i also considering wan to do the IT fair job haiz .... i hope still have slot

So i this thurday gonna go the SP to do enrollment *^___________^*

and can get the student card then i could go sign up for the a contact for phone !!
AT last i will not be using prepaid le !!!!

I am now scaning for song , if u have good and nice de with good beat or just love song u could send to me !! thz!

Found sumthing stupid !

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity

1. At Lunch Time , Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.

2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.

3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that.

4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label it " In".

5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.

6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks , Write "For Smuggling Diamonds".

7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy".

8. Don't use any punctuation.

9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.

10. Order a Diet Water when ever you go out to eat, with a serious face.

11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go".

12. Sing Along At The Opera.

13. Go To A Poetry Recital. And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme?

14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area and Play tropical Sounds All Day.

15. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You're Not In the Mood.

16. Have Your Co-workers Address You By Your Wrestling Name, Rock Bottom.

17. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream "I Won! I Won!"

18. When Leaving The Zoo, Start Running Towards The Parking lot, Yelling "Run For Your Lives! They're Loose!"

19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner, "Due To The Economy, We Are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go."

Motto!
Nothing is impossible ! I Oppose the law of life!
GoD live GoD Die

So long since it past

2009-02-23T22:13:00.000-08:00

SO long never update !!!
hahaahhaah suddenly i came back to update a little nia =)
since i will be busy lately will try to keep track of time
i need to adjust my sleeping time ~~~~
if not poly start i will be late again ......
Added new song come and listen !!Help u relax and think of the past =)

Song name : Little Wonders
let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we?ll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now

in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
still remain
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these little wonders still remain

lalala

The best thing about tonight

2009-01-19T09:56:00.001-08:00

I have suddenly stick to listening to this song somehow remind me about the past

u could listen it at the bear
<<<<<

Secondhand Serenade
Fall For You lyrics

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

haha

2009-01-13T10:10:00.001-08:00

Taken my O level result le!!!

It 20 Twenty !!! WTF .... I am quite sad for my result ...
should not have slacked for 2 year ... Sleeping in class and not listening to teacher said But it too late to regret le !!!

Life Go On , Just Live with your Score !!!!
To PPl who got below 20+ de bah !!
No matter what the Score , U must Walk on to the path u have choosen !!!
DUn feel sad !!!

at 22.59 i submited my JAE !!!

1.S63 Marine Engineering --- Hope i can get this i really hope !!!
2.C51 Aeronautical & Aerospace Tech
3.N56 Chemical & BioMolecular Engineering
4.S91 Mechanical Engineering
5.S73 Mechatronic
6.N41 Mechanical Engineering
7.N50 NanoTech & Material Science
8.C50 Mechatronic Engineering
9.S42 Engineering With Business
10.C87 Mechatronic Engineering
11.S99 Electrical & Electronic Engineering
12.N43 Electrical Engineering

This are my choices !!! I dun choose Rp and Tp due to the Long trip or not good course there

Hope i can get apporved !!

Today went out to bugis , got me joe jh hongrui Edmund who came afterwork , buy 1 cloth and sushi !
and went to sim lim to see price for PSP cause joe and jh wan buy , and zifeng maybe
I went to check price for a MOD PS3 80G cost $420 and if MOD add $320 more !!
quite exp sia but it nice !! can play downloaded game which can be downloaded with the PS3 itself !!!!

After that went to KFC eat , then edmund arrive and we chatting then a couple sitting beside us never eat the cheese fries AND left , THEN EDMUND TOOK IT and EAT IT !!! OMG !! WTF !!!
Edmund Despo!!!! u could see the face at Zifeng , JOE and Jia Hao (jh) BLOG !!!
<<<<< at the link beside !!!

Let me wish a good luck to all HOpe u all get into the course U WAN !!!! HUAT AR NEW YEAr COMING !!! HUAT AR!!!!

Rebonded my fringe and cut my hair le !!

2009-01-07T04:51:00.000-08:00

feel so werid today rebond my fringe and cut hair , then now the front will sumtime cover my eye lol but look nice bah i hope cause just rebond nia .. Haiz NExt week result le ~~~ 5 more day ~~~~ and 5 more day to my pay which mean a guitar . I am think electic or classic guitar cause i not sure which one i wan play In the end i think i buy classic de bah cause i need to get use first cause not really very into electic yet

Now i am bery bored anyone have a good song to let me play???

why do it have to be me ?

2009-01-02T05:06:00.000-08:00

every week or every 5 day , i get nightmare then i wake up and i can move a muscle , it happen alot of time , i though i was tired but slowly i relise that i am being watched by something ghost ?
Hope u can dun disturb me and just tell me what u wan rather than slowly telling me
first time = Old man hold on to me
second time = can see my room light change colour to green and it was dark
3rd time = hear voice when wake up
4th time = something grap my neck
some cannot remeber , today took nap and happen again
8++ left me awake at home
dream of sumthing me and freind go shake a tree then got hornet , so we duck and on the floor are fire ants right infront and it bite me and the hornet sting my feet , so wake up can't move a muscle short pain hear the EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE sound , then leg can feel the pain like ant bite ,

haiz never mind

HAPPY NEW YEAR

NEW Year where happy , i gotta work but double pay ,
tomorro also work normal pay at raffles city harvery norman !!!
so sianz work i do hourly check on joe cause my place is empty go talk to him hourly!!! Lol
then Before i go home 1 SOLD 1 big de !! WOOHOOO extra $6 commission !!!
Oh ya and at break when to peninsular with joe , cause i need buy guitar tuner , string and pick and we eat at the long john silver which is at a very werid place !

New year new year what my wish
i wish * *** **** ******* **** **** ** , **** *** ** And *** ** ***** **** **** !!
try to guess bah not typing out my wish

ROOM CLEAR ~~~

2008-12-22T09:24:00.000-08:00

Today try to clean my room overall , my com , tv table have been clear and all comic has stacked it my room , i am missing naruto book 40,, will try to find it tomorro cause damn tired ... also sprain my ankle during bball, so i quite no mood to clean and vaccum but will try to ,

Tomorro is a birghter day , hope everything go as plan

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Bad Santa

2008-12-11T20:52:00.000-08:00

tomorro going to work hai 11am to 11pm ... so late sia ..... Same place last 2 day at ck tang , after those 2 day can recive my pay le!!!! good even thought it not much but at least i get to spend it XD..... Buy what ?? still unsure should be speaker or save to buy other thing bah~
Write till here i am hungry now going my house below buy food bb

Chirstmas is falling
santa is falling
Down the chimmey he scream
OMG why ME again
Damn every year
i get so dirty
Due to the falling
the falling of chirstmas

Have a job le!

2008-12-05T06:16:00.000-08:00

Ok only work at weekend so could be quite slack but the attire like so suck.... all black ....
Spend $30 for Black Polo T , $40 on the black shoe , $25 on the black Pants..... Haven add the bus fair hmmmm 2 mrt trip from yew tee to orchard back and fore . OhYa quite good the job public holiday double pay !!! and it MONDAY I got WORK Whooohooo $13 per hour so siong . The job is selling the So call Latesl Philip de Living Colour , Which is just a lamp using LED ligth which has muti colour . Wondering who will buy sia $229 for the big on which have a remote . And the mini cost $99 . But if i sold 1 big de i get extra $6 lor unless i pro talker then can make ppl buy so many ...

So tomorro start working ... STill thinking so werid lor working pant .. not nice haha and i work alone it like lonely ....T_T

come CKtang find me if u wan should be at lvl 3 bah that what they told me 12to9

Oh new game

2008-12-03T07:18:00.000-08:00

Currently now play Rayman 2 Lol OMg it so old ya 23% le!!~~ try to complete . And Friday have work training sia 3pm ... and it only work on Weekend ~~ quite ok la but work day ? must find also haiz anyone mind intro me Job for weekday de???

back ~

2008-12-02T23:40:00.000-08:00

Ok i am back ~~ Since my bear auto play got problem i stop it from auto playing
also added new song ~ SoulJa boy -Kiss me thur the Phone . Couldn't find the lyric since it a new song . This week watched the saw1~5 . It nice jigsaw so clever and like a child like to play game ..... I completed MOHAA (medal of honor Ailled Assult ) Half way for Prince of Persia Throne 2 throne and Currently playing Roller coaster tycoon 3 ~~~~ Wheeeheheheheh ....
Damn sianz pls got go out call me go also , got job intro also can , I am getting bored

haiz ..... So sianz my life getting more bored . Suddenly i miss school day , the noise , the scolding , the class slacking ..... NVM i have my game ~~

魔道不会战胜白道。。。。。。。。不可预料
我的汉语平因真烂哈哈哈哈好了不type华文了
lol english better ... my hanyunyinping is really sucky ...
Oh ya Happy birthday kenny ps i am slow ....

Hanging around RapbAsement

Saddist Rulz

LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATE

2008-11-12T22:52:00.000-08:00

Been rotting at home , i wan go buy speaker ~~~
change song le ~~~

40 Oz By d12

[Intro - Kuniva] (background "WHAT! WHAT! WHAT!")
Yeah nigga! It's D12 up in this motherfucker!
You know how we get nigga we wild in the club
Motherfuckers, everybody get crunk in Detroit too nigga!
So wile the xxxx out!

[Chorus]
Pour your 40 out!! Guzzle it! Pour your 40 out!! Guzzle it!
Pour your 40 out!! Guzzle it! Pour your 40 out!! Guzzle it!
Pour your 40 out!! Guzzle it! Pour your 40 out!! Guzzle it!
Pour your 40 out!! Guzzle it! Pour your 40 out!! BITCH!!!

[Verse - Bizarre]
We fucked up, let us in da club
One of y'all niggaz gon catch a slug
I'm so drunk, I can url for a month
Any nigga pop shit, go to the trunk
D12 start shit, nigga come get us
7 Mile Runyon, wild niggaz wit us
Cause all my niggaz, is talking that shit
Aint got no problem, wit smacking no bitch
I'll have my wife, cut your throat
Blunts - gans, that's all we smoke
Wile the xxxx out, stab you wit a knife
It's D12 nigga, we ready to xxxxxxx fight!

[Chorus]

[Verse - Eminem]
Who's trying to be the first one to catch this blade in the throat!
You know them po po won't let me hold 'em toasters no mo!
I just clapped three people, you gon be number fo!
If you don't back the xxxx up and get the xxxx off the floor!
My crew is takin over as soon as we hit the do!
You hit the door, but we comin in and you goin home!
Security, they can't even stop us because they know!
Runyon Avenue soldiers hold it down wherever we go!
Chuggin on our 40's and holdin our forty-fo's!
We come wit toasters like we just opened savings and loans!
And we don't need your brew tonight homie we brought our own!
So grab whatever you sippin on and let's get it on!!

[Chorus]

[Verse - Kuniva]
We deep as a motherfucker, we bout to get it crunk
You just another punk in the club about to get jumped
I settle my vendettas wit AKs, barettas
We ain't 'posed to be in here wit our weapons but still they let us
Switch blade, brass knuckles, nickel plated belt buckles
Broken beer bottles, when we walk in you can smell trouble
Elbows flyin, xxxxxxx cryin, niggaz bleedin
You retreatin, running to your car and skatin off, we G'ing(nigga)
We make examples outta you haters running yo mouth
Youâ��re the reason why you peoples is pouring they 40's out
Dirty Dozen wiling, beat niggaz bloody
And you gon have to pour out a keg for all your homies!

[Chorus]

[Verse - Proof]
I was raised by drunks so I became a drunk
80 Proof ON THIS VODKA, that's the name I want
I'm in the club to beef, you gotta murder me there
Only talk to a xxxxx - wit burgundy hair
On the isle in the Vet, bumpin Seven Duece!
See that top on that 40, you know it's comin loose
See me on the ave daily, be running this shit
If your chick get loud I'll G Money that bitch
Packing mags and clips, I'll smash ya clique
Because of Proof, they put the G in the alphabet
Smoking weed, drinking Henny, Remy and that Jimmy
Don't worry if you run out, the corner store got plenty!

[Chorus]

WAhahahahah Anyone for a Fortune Cookie ?

2008-10-28T10:12:00.000-07:00

Fortune Cookie Random show it hope u dun get angry and Spam my blog Thank u for viewing

AddEd a NEw Song By PaPa Roach "Last Resort"
Lyrics

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide!

Cuz I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm blind
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm blind

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry!
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another.
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

Cuz I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me in blind
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm blind
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying now
I'm crying now
I'm crying now
I'm crying now

I can't go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a Fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding!
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

Cuz I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm blind
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm blind
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying

I can't go on living this way
Can't go on
Living this way
Nothing's alright

Thus END @@@!!!

STUDYING TILL 1.30 < wake up at 9 To cont IT !!!
OMG STRESS , NO SLEEP , WAKE ME UP WHEN O LEVEL END !!!

I have lost the fighting spirit !

2008-10-21T09:35:00.000-07:00

I lose my 2 book of hope ! , One could be lend but the other is gone !!!!, Phyisc Book Are u At school ?? Hope i FInd u tomorro at school !!! !! PLS BE THERE !!!! I REALLY NEED U!!!!

JUst Found out this Week I will be fucking tiring !! ALL DAY GOT PAPER !!! AND IT LIKE WTF !!!
NO REST ?? Tomorro Amath , then day the is GEo , Then day is Math + Amath Paper 2 OMG

DIE DIE DIE !!!!!!!!T_T FUCK MY SELF FOR BEING CARELESS !!!

Dun bother me unless is needed or i am Over stress !!!

2008-10-19T10:16:00.000-07:00

快点闪一边不要烦我我在读书呢 !!!
GO away !! Dun bother me !! I am Studying !!!

Study + OLevel =PAss with A1!= I win
I win = freedom !
Freedom = whatever i want !
But in the end i dunno what i Wan !!!!

Study Frenzy is activated !!!!
STFU AND STUDY !!!!
STUDY !!!

Blood Sweat and Tear !!!

2008-10-14T09:30:00.001-07:00

BLOODDDDD!!!!
SWEAT!!!!!
TEAR !!!!
= O level !!!

LALAL

2008-10-09T09:43:00.000-07:00

BOREDING !!!!

ha haha hahaha hahahaha

2008-10-01T09:31:00.000-07:00

Am i really sad or am i just anger ???
please i had enough of this life , should i end it now or it will slowly haunt me for the rest of my life ??

just free me !!!

U are my drug hopefully i hope it true

2008-09-28T08:53:00.000-07:00

I am damn tired of this life
And i am offically dead to my gaming life that i once live
O level i will own it with my 1 !!!! THis Life is Freaking hard to live through
My dream is to be with a person that love me forever and i will love her too~~~~~
How i wish for this freaking life of this torture !!
when will i stop and realize the worth and value of my life?
I hope it will show to me soon

SO JUST GIVE ME WHAT LEFT OF MY LIFE !!!

Injection
Do you spend your days counting the hours your awake
And when night covers the sky you find yourself doing the same
Is it burning you`ve been buried in spite of all your prayers
As a light turns off inside your heart can you remember what it's like to care

My knees are weak
My hands are shaking
I can`t breathe

So give me the drug
Keep me alive
Give me what`s left of my life
But let me go
Pull this plug
Let me breathe
On my own I`m finally free
But let me go

The trail of crumbs you left somehow got lost along the way
If you`re never meant to leave then you only had to stay
But the memories that haunt us are cherished just the same
As the ones that bring us closer to the sky no matter how grave

Yet I fall through these clouds
And she`s screaming

So give me the drug
Keep me alive
Give me what`s left of my life
But let me go
Pull this plug
Let me breathe
On my own I`m finally free
But let me go

This grip loosens but it never fades (never fades)
We carry nothing but a name you will forsake
Your words are always there to break my fall (break my fall)
And now I find the comfort to see through it all

Guide me through uncharted waters before we lose our way again
Will you be my compass until forever until forever ends

My knees are weak
My hands are shaking
I can`t breathe

So give me the drug
Keep me alive
Give me what`s left of my life
But let me go
Pull this plug
Let me breathe
On my own I`m finally free
But let me go

So let me go
So let me go

This what happen if u try so hard again and again !

2008-09-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

Lyric for some song

2008-09-16T09:21:00.000-07:00

Tired to write haha prelim i will study hard liao hope can do well just 1 month away !!!I will be BaCK with more !! changed main song !!

Behind Closed Doors
Chairs thrown and tables toppled,
Hands armed with broken bottles,
Standing no chance to win but,
We're not runnin', we're not runnin'.

There's a point I think we're missin',
It's in the air we raise our fists in,
In the smiles we cast each other,
My sister, my brother.

About the time we gave up hope and
We never find these locks still open,
Stumbling on stones unturned,
The hurt we feel, we all have found.

The lives we've lost in such a change, but all they see is treason

[Chorus:]
Although we have no obligation, to stay alive
On broken backs we beg for mercy, we will survive
(Break out) I won't be lifted
Behind closed doors.

Bonfires burn like beacons,
Guiding the lost and weakened.
Flames dance on crashing waves,
Guiding ships who've gone a stray

Time out, let's stop and think this through,
We've all got better things to do,
A talk in circles run in place,
Answers inches from my face.

[Chorus]

Black eyes, broken fingers,
Blood drips and I let it run down my lips and to my swollen gums
When hope is non-existent,
Our lips all scream, "Run",
We never turn our backs or even bite our tongue.

[Chorus x2]

Black Masks And Gasoline

simply because you can breathe,
doesn't mean you're alive,
or that you really live,
this life here has taken its toll
and she just doesn't know how much more she can give

but here, at the top of the world, I raise my hands and I clench my fists,
they stand before me below demanding the answers with flips of a switch

I don't understand where you got this idea,
so deeply engrained in your head
that this world is something that you must impress,
because I couldn't care less

a need for revolution's rising, it comes to the surface, gasping for air,
we're not putting up with this planet one more day much less one more year

I don't understand where you got this idea,
so deeply engrained in your head
that this world is something that you must impress,
because I couldn't care less

so here and now, in our rotting nation
the blood, it pours, it's all on our hands now
we live, in fear, of our own potential
to win, to lose, it's all on our hands now

I have an Amerikan Dream,
but it involves black masks and gasoline,
one day I'll turn these thoughts into screams,
at a world turned its back down on me

I don't understand where you got this idea,
so deeply engrained in your head
that this world is something that you must impress,
because I couldn't care less

HeadAch hunt me !!!

2008-09-15T08:32:00.000-07:00

Pass few day i been having really bad headach hahah so i can't basicly know what i doing !! Omg My A math i got 25/100 !!! Not bad i will work hardly my A math is my worest subject , if my other subject i get above b4 i will stop studying that and chiong A math and When it oct i will chiong NO MORE GAMING fucked up !!

SAD D:>!!!

2008-09-10T09:21:00.000-07:00

D:> !!! worry about my prelim !!! hope my O level is easy bah !! Tomorro Is A mAth the paper gonna own me !! i never passed my A math before haha Hope A mircale happen bah ^^ , Trying to stay happy with all this shit happening to me , make me tu lan just thinking about it ! For me everyweek also have paper not like my friend got 1 day break ! Fucking prelim fucking teacher fucking government fucking education Fucking mathematic People ! GOd DAMN U !!!!! FUCK U ALL !! Create sure hard formula and qns for us teenagers to answer i bet if u ask a adult to take it they can't do it also !!!
If theres no war outside our head , Why are we losing? I don't ask for much The truth betold i'd settle for a life less frightening, a life less frightening .. Write till here currently studying!!lol now then i know i type so much "Fuck" LOl
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so much dot !! lol Dun understand why sland one LOL

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm untitled !! D:

2008-08-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

Rising Against Rulz !!!!!!Rock ON !!!

Today is super sianz , after English exam , i go home and sleep till 5 + when my parent wake me up and nag at me to study damn tu lan so i go mac with fent , suvin , shu ying and li jun to study + talk . I feel so emo there cause i the only one without bio BOOK !! LOL bio look alot to remeber hmmmm the girl remeber thing word by word is = read dead book , it no use to do that at least must understand the chapter hahaha.

Reach home and Watch WindStruck which is so sad T_T it a korean movie where the gal is the police and the guy is a teacher and they got togther but in the end the guy die and the gal feel very sad as it was she who accidently shot him and keep trying to kill herself even jumping off the bulid she landed on a Balloon !!! It the guy helping her to keep alife in the end it really sad when the guy leave to go heaven haha

Write till here need to study it 12am !!I NEED TO SLEEP ZzzZzzzZzzZZZZzzzzZzZZZZzZz!!! SS COME ON I WILL TAKE U ON !!!!

Hahaahaha Today slacked whole DAY !!! Yawn !!

2008-08-24T08:45:00.000-07:00

IT 11:46 pm and i going sleep soon :D let write about today , i got my new speaker which is louder than the last one but this from china cause my sister friend bought it from there it cost $40 buck But i sense it quite good .
Next up tomorro will be mother tougne Paper yawn i still wonder why do i retake for better grade or just for fun or other thing ?? i really dunno ! I hope my answer will appear soon .

Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer or are we just getting more lost?

Hope my qns of those will answer soon

write till here 12.07 liao gtg sleep if not tomorro sleep at exam time LOL CHIONG ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Ok today damn bored

2008-08-23T10:12:00.000-07:00

Ok i reive my blog bah Changed my BLog song !! AND IT RISE AGAINST !!!!!

For Those who really dunno or wan know
AoD mean what it really mean Alive or Dead!!
So Stop ASKING ME

From this u might know i am bored ^^ Today just simple stay and listen to song on my lovely bed slacking tomorro then study cause my at last my new speaker is here XD !!!
TIME TO STUDY WITH MUSIC !!! FOR THE next week of exam !!

MONDAY- ML Exam
Tuesday - English -YIN GER LISH !!!
WED - SOCIAL STUDIES !!!
Thu- Emath 1 and chem
that all and friday is !! TEACHERS DAY , For now of all the teachers i like , Miss Wendy and Mr Goh Are the best hahaaha and the last one is NG SAY HONG !! BLOODY PHONIEX !!!

Ok write here and it 1.19am !! SLEEPY !!

Here are the lyrics for the Song

Like The Angel

They turn the lights down low,
In shadows hiding from the world,
Only coming out when it gets cold

The seas part when they hit the floor,
The voices carry on and out the door
And everything you touch turns into gold

Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answers always maybe)
Thats when I got up and left

A beating heart and a microphone,
A ticking clock in an empty home
Still tells of these times so long ago,
And even though Ive come so far, I know
Ive got so far to go and any day now Ill explode

Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answers always maybe)
Thats when I got up and left

Each and everyday it leads into tomorrow
And tomorrow brings one less day without you
But dont wait up just leave the light on
Cause all the roads that I might take will all one day lead back to you

Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answers always maybe)
Thats when I got up and left

Swing Life Away

Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer or are we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

(Chorus)
We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
I've been here so long I think that its time to move
The winter's so cold summer's over too soon
So let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
And I've got some friends some that I hardly know
We've had some times I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

(Chorus)
We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

Swing life away[4x]

The Good Left Undone

the fields where nothing grew but weeds i found a flower at my feet
planted there in my direction i wrapped a hand around its stem
i pulled until the roots gave in finding now what i been missing and i know
so i tell myself tell myself it's wrong there's a point we pass in which
we can't return i felt the cold rain of the coming storm all because you

i haven't slept in so long when i do i dream of drowning in the ocean
longing for the shore where i can lay my head down i'll follow your voice
all you have to do is shout it out

inside my hands these peddles bound dried up falling to the ground
but it was already to late now i pushed my fingers through the earth
return this flower to the dirt so it could live i walked away now

but i know not a day goes by when i don't feel this wrong there's a point
we pass in which we can't return i felt the cold rain of the coming storm all
because you i haven't slept in so long when i do i dream of drowning in the
ocean longing for the shore where i can lay my head down i'll follow your
voice all you have to do is shout it out

all because of you [x3]
i haven't slept in so long when i do i dream of drowning in the ocean longing
for the shore where i can lay my head down inside these eyes of yous all
because of you i believe in angels not the kind with wings no not the kind with halos the kind that
take you home when home becomes a strange place i'll follow your voice
all you have to do is shout it out.

Roadside

Tell me what I'm supposed to do,
With all these left over feelings of you;
'Cause I don't know

And tell me how I'm supposed to feel,
When all these nightmares become real;
'Cause I don't know

And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find,
And I don't know how we separate the lies here from the truth;
And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew
exactly what we're supposed to do.

So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry;
So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry.

And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find;
And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew
exactly what we're supposed to do.

So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry;
So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry.

'Cause I don't think you see the places inside me that I find,
And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew
exactly what we're supposed to do,
exactly what to do.

Life Less Frightening

Suffering from something we're not sure of
In a world there is no cure for
These lives we live test negative for happiness
Flat line, no pulse, but eyes open Single file like soldiers on a mission
If theres no war outside our heads
Why are we losing?

I don't ask for much
The truth betold i'd settle
for a life less frightening, a life less frightening
I don't ask for much
The truth betold i'd settle
for a life less frightening, a life less frightening

Hang me out to dry Im soaking
With the sense of knowing
Whats gone wrong but doing nothing I still run
Time again I have found myself stuttering
Foundations pulled out from under me
This breath is wasted on them all
Will someone answer me?

I don't ask for much
The truth betold i'd settle
for a life less frightening, a life less frightening
I don't ask for much
The truth betold i'd settle
for a life less frightening, a life less frightening

Is there a God tonight?
up in the sky or is it empty just like me (Just like me)
A place where we can hide out from the night
Where you are all I need (Where you are all I need)
So all he says, Goodbye and close your eyes
Tell me what you see (Tell me what you see)
A life I sit inside this dream of mine
Where you are all I see

I don't ask for much
The truth betold i'd settle
for a life less frightening, a life less frightening
I don't ask for much
The truth betold i'd settle
for a life less frightening, a life less frightening

Give It All

Break through the undertoe, your hands are grasping to fight, pollution burns my tongue, the words i can't speak so I
stall myself again, then I fall to the surface, throw my life with them, then let it out I GIVE IT ALL, this is the reason why I sing, So give it all, Cause its these reasons that belong to me
Rock bottoms where we live, and still we dig these trenches, bury ourselves in them, backs breaking on the tension
For far too long these voices, muffled by distances, its time to come to our senses, and from the dark we GIVE IT ALL,
this is the reason why I sing, So GIVE IT ALL, its these reasons that belong to me
BREATHE, the air we give, the life we live,our voices raising distances , so when my tongue, break into song, you sieze a
competition, so please believe your eyes, of sacrifice, is not what we had in our minds, Im coming home tonight, home
tonight
WE GIVE IT ALL, this is the reason why I sing, So Give it all, its these reasons that belong to me
Today I offer all myself through this Im living for my dying wish, I GIVE IT ALL, now theres a reason, a reason, to give
it all

HAPPY BRITHDAY XUE JUN

2008-07-15T08:49:00.000-07:00

HERE A EXTRA cake For u XD!!!!!

Gratz Gratz XUe JUn for Turning 16 and time to go watch NC 16 MOVIES !!! LOL !!!! HOpe U have a GoOd Brithday even Though we this "No Lifer" Go To your hus hahahahahahhaa ....
Hope U like the wallet bah purple colour de which is your Favouraite colour right??
Srry ar need to go home so early because tomorro have school and mock exam !!!!
We also not so no life we play monster hunting for the sake of releiving stress la cause O level Stress us LOL !!!!

AND YES I AM FEELING BETTER , GOoD for me can have a good sleep without having headach!!! ARRRR!!! Today quite fun la due to celebrating Jun BdAy , Then we went home about 11pm++ Then When Reach home and Saw my Sister 'Boyfriend' at her room !LOL !!!
Now Writing blog due to nthing to do :3-<-<
Btw i also like to draw this picture dunno why srry will upload a better one when i master it

Sick~~!!

2008-07-13T07:47:00.000-07:00

Today feel really tired and head pain dunno why ..... Am i sick ? I just too some pandol(dunno how to spell) TOo Bad even i sick i must go school cause parent la dun let me dun go school !!!!!! So now head pain can't really type much ....Today I Feel head pain and heart pain CAuse i qurral with my parent then i lock the room think alot of thing make me sad + head pain and heart also pain Can't said wahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha Cause i locked up too many thing in my head .... lucky i got out of home and when bball and slack suddenly rain why dun rain at midnight then i sleep will feel cold XD then will have a good rest XD Ok rewrite till here Tomorro cont bah hope i get well soon ~~~~~~~

No title......

2008-07-12T11:10:00.000-07:00

Upload quite a number of picture lol

Today went bball play till 5.30 due to ppl wan use the court for roller blade .......Then we got YT slack but till 6 i go off cause need to attend my cousin wedding (webbing sound nicer LOL )....The wedding hold in Grand Shanghai Restaurnt .... So far in orchard there ........Took 45min to reach there ~~ Lucky my psp pei me .. The food quite ok But all serving is 1 dish per person so not very good . When there take picture then Drink alot of red wine and coke lol? Then face quite red due to red wine haiz , The werid part is when the 3rd YAM SEng the mc said how long we said the Groom and Bride must French kiss ( Touge kiss LOL !!!!!) Damn funny . So many ppl dunno there lol.

After that reach home about 11pm++ then wan go out parent dun let then ask me before 12am must sleep WTF ???? I watch tv till 2am then kanna scold ....... Siao ar sat also dun let , said what O level it been 1 week i already got use to it liao they still act like ............

Ok write till here later kanna scold again ! F up !

Okok long long will take time

2008-07-10T07:19:00.000-07:00

Now doing hw , the chinese oral die la , the teacher ask me what thrid language would u learn i go said indian lanuage lol, then the teacher stare at me so scary lol.But i hope get b4 or c5 i happy liao XD hahaha
Forgot to post and Wish Feng happy Birthday growing old liao hor mean u will not grow taller liao wahahaha i will still grow !!!!!
ok now doing Ss Homework wait ar

OK DONE , E learning is boring but lucky can surf the net hahaha i dled few movies to watch but mostly doraemon dunno why suddenly like to watch it XP

So dota6.53 is out got a new hero clockwerk Golbin so fun hahah all match i played that Xd
Write till here tomorro contine hehehe and it friday so happy XD

YEAH i got rid of that virus But now Msn got problem

2008-07-06T09:25:00.000-07:00

FEEL SO BORED !!! MAN !!!! Aiya ~~~~

YEA !!!! i got rid of the virus (adware ) But now !!! My MSn got problem haiz

Due to yesterday toning i sleep till about 11~2pm , Then mOnday need to help shuying fix her laptop and DO ss homework Die la 5 SEQ MAN !!!!!
THen we went to play bball till 10+ haiz so tired so fucking hard the virus make me feel like reformating but nvm removed BUT now got msn problem !!!!T_T

lalalal damn tired!!!

2008-07-04T10:25:00.000-07:00

Today play with some ppl that play so rough make zifeng tu lan hahaa

After eating at the food court, i fall asleep man , should be too tired

then went to find some cute pic and i have alot of Monster hunter cat pic so CUTE !!!! haha write till here i tired must go sleep if not sure wake up late !!! XD

Bye Bye !!!

WALL . E IS NICE !!! T_T

2008-07-03T07:14:00.000-07:00

Cute pic right !!!

Today nthing happen just started playing psp game Monster hunter portable 2nd G english version that i patched yesterday.

I watched WALL.E today it so nice and sad and at the end end with a happy ending where WALL.E hold hands with Eve
The story start with a lonely robot that live in earth for 700 year clearing the rubbish and he very lonely , he saw the tape of the old movie and start wondering that he looking for a special one then 1 day a robot Eve reach earth to seach fo life but WALL.E fall in love with eve and alot of thing happen

It a must watch show , with romance , i cry for some of the part T_T !!!!

BTW Good luck to those taking O level Chinese oral tomorro mine is next week tuesday hahaha I Just wan PASS or b3 i happy !! XD

Hope i be like WALL.E

Turn to me and be gracious to me,
for I am lonely and afflicted.

The troubles of my heart have multiplied;
free me from my anguish.

Look upon my affliction and my distress
and take away all my sins.

See how my enemies have increased
and how fiercely they hate me!

Guard my life and rescue me;
let me not be put to shame,
for I take refuge in you.

May integrity and uprightness protect me,
because my hope is in you.

What no word is lazy TYPE !!!! ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ ٩͡๏̯͡๏)۶

2008-07-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

ok ok i write i write can dun scold me LOL

Ok frist off HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERRY !! TURNING 16 !!!!
Hope u like the clothes hahahaha
So fun today hahaha

Second ME !!! IS DAMN WORN OUT !!!!! TIRED AS HELL !!! SURE DIE IN SCHOOL ~~~ LOL

Haiz today went to GC to celebrate jerry brithday then we surpirse him with the cake
Ya also i gonna play monster hunt G

That all tomorro uopdate the rest

Complete series or The Jeff DunHam

2008-06-30T07:37:00.000-07:00

Part 1 and 2 not nice cause no puppet

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6 is skipped as it the same as the below the post of the terrorist!!

Part 7

Part 8(best part)

Search your feeling Jeff Far far

Part 9
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THAT THE END TOMRRO WILL have the normal blog post till i find more X#

WAHAHA I AM BACK WITH VIDEO !!!!

2008-06-18T04:39:00.000-07:00

SILENCE I KILL U ~~~
STOP TOUCHING ME !!!
allllllllllooooooooooooooooooooo I am Lindsay Lohaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!!!!!!!!!!!!
Before you died did you see a white light.Oooh well I saw flying caar parts.LOL

Dashing through the sand
with a bomb strapped to my back.
I have a nasty plan
for Christmas in Iraq.
I got through checkpoint A,
but not through checkpoint B.
That's when I got shot in the ass
by the US Military...

[it's not funny!]

Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
Mine blew up you see.
Where are all the virgins
that Bin Laden promised me?
Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
U.S. soldiers shot me dead.
The only thing that I have left
is this towel up on my head.

I used to be a man,
but every time I cough,
thanks to Uncle Sam,
my nuts keep falling off.
My bombing days are done.
I need to find some work.
Perhaps it would be much safer
as a convenient store night clerk.

Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
I think I got screwed.
Don't laugh at me because I'm dead
or I'll kill you...

I KILL YOUOUOU!

Just let both side cool down !!

2008-05-21T09:12:00.000-07:00

Ok hi too long never update hahaha lol , been busy with study , game and other thing .

Hot Housing SUCK , SO BORING , BORING TILL i can SLEEP whole day , every is chinese paper 1 and 2 , Fucked up so in the afternoon it HOT .

Ok there been ppl quarreling just to tell u all we are not siding WITH ANYONE !!!
haix ~~ so tired been feeling this way for quite awhile do not know why , i also slightly sick hahaha but ... next monday "O" level chinese must get at least b4 or b3

OH ya i found the song and video that i hunting for awhile lol here the Video the front is boring but when the lyric that when it rock !!

Song lyrics | Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger lyrics
Lyric!!

Work it
Make it
Do it
Makes us
Harder
Better
Faster
Stronger
Work it harder, make it better, do it faster, make it stronger
More than
Ever
Hour
After
Hour
Work is
Never over

Work it harder make it better
Do it faster, mix it stronger
More than ever hour after hour
Work is never over [x2]

Harder
Better
Faster
Stronger

Work it harder, make it better
Do it faster, makes us stronger
More than ever, hour after hour
Work is never over [x4]

Work it
Make it
Do it
Makes sense

Harder
Better
Faster
Stronger

Work it harder, make it better
Do it faster, makes us stronger
More than ever, hour after hour
Work it never over [x6]

also i changing the song to this in a few day time haha

Psalm 60
You have rejected us, O God, and burst forth upon us;
you have been angry-now restore us!

You have shaken the land and torn it open;
mend its fractures, for it is quaking.

You have shown your people desperate times;
you have given us wine that makes us stagger.

But for those who fear you, you have raised a banner
to be unfurled against the bow.
Selah

Save us and help us with your right hand,
that those you love may be delivered.

God has spoken from his sanctuary:
"In triumph I will parcel out Shechem
and measure off the Valley of Succoth.

Gilead is mine, and Manasseh is mine;
Ephraim is my helmet,
Judah my scepter.

Moab is my washbasin,
upon Edom I toss my sandal;
over Philistia I shout in triumph."

Who will bring me to the fortified city?
Who will lead me to Edom?

Is it not you, O God, you who have rejected us
and no longer go out with our armies?

Give us aid against the enemy,
for the help of man is worthless.

With God we will gain the victory,
and he will trample down our enemies

Everything has an end !

2008-05-15T09:48:00.000-07:00

My grandma told me that my Da yi por has died yesterday , it is my father eldest aunty .Even though i did not know her very well , i just have the feeling sumthing is missing .....

I today download 2 game 1 is command and conqure and monopoly cracked version and i pass my english that mean 2 fail ONLY !!!
No mood to write on

Thessalonians 4:13-18
The Coming of the Lord

Brothers, we do not want you to be ignorant about those who fall asleep, or to grieve like the rest of men, who have no hope.

We believe that Jesus died and rose again and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him.

According to the Lord's own word, we tell you that we who are still alive, who are left till the coming of the Lord, will certainly not precede those who have fallen asleep.

For the Lord himself will come down from heaven, with a loud command, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first.

After that, we who are still alive and are left will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And so we will be with the Lord forever.

Therefore encourage each other with these words.

GoD SpeaK

2008-05-14T08:30:00.000-07:00

Srry late update yesterday cannot blog father scold me ......
Yesterday also quite boring whole day play dota with the same ppl ... BuT got 1 game that i play with other ppl quite long , that is Fire Vamp Lol it last 2 hour ... So long man !!!

Today when bball but no mood play hahahaha , very stress this week because of the result . OH YA BTw i fail 3 subject and that is A MAth as usual , English By 1 MARK !!!! and Combine humanity ... Geo Pull me down hai i write out of point from ozone depletion write till Global warming lol !! so sad .... T_T i hope i dun get the PPC , i dun like that Principal..... not good de always that face haha.

And Today !!! My sister drive the car then suddenly the car tyres no air( dunno how to spell) . then My mum want to buy 4D 2332 But in the end she forgot LOL AND THE number is FIRST PLACE !!! 2332 CAn u believe that . Then my mom and sister quarrel said see la never buy first prize 20k ... I told them nvm la still got chance haha cause GoD will still give chance ^^

My result are GoD sign of telling me that i should start studying for my future ! I will take it to my heart and study i will not fail my study i must pass and go to poly even When i dunno what am i studying in poly Lol . hope i can decide soon hahaha

BTW HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI JUN AND PEI QI AND Farida !!!!
Li jun happy 17 year old Birthday !
Pei Qi Happy 17 year old Birthday too !!
Farida HAPPY 15 year old Birthday too too !!!

Bible Content of the day ^^

Psalm 138
I will praise you , O lord , with all my heart ;
before the "GoDs" I will sing your praise

I will bow down toward your holy temple
and will praise your name
for your love and your faithfulness,
for you have exalted above all things
your name and your word.

When i called , you answered me;
you make me bold and stouthearted.

May all kings of the earth praise you , O Lord,
when they hear the words of your mouth .

May they sing of the ways of the Lord ,
for the glory of the lord is great.

Though the Lord is on high ,
he looks upon the lowly
but the proud he knows from afar.

Though I walk in the midst of trouble ,
you preserve my life;
you stretch out your hand against the anger of my foes,
with your right hand you save me .

The Lord will fulfill his purpose for me ;
your love , O lord , endures forever--
do not abandon the works of your hands

Mine own word of praising the GoD( that i will always Remember )

For I praise God , For God undieing love for us free us from our sin
if we repent on the sins
For I praise the Lord , As the Lord Bring fourth light to us,
giving Justice to all and punishment for the Evil
The Lord has given us life and he will not give up on his creation
For the creation he make is both sinful and blameless ,
Only the creation that repent on it sin will have the Lord Blessing for he live a blameless life

Result is ......

2008-05-12T08:42:00.000-07:00

Today i gotten back my exam mark for few test . Geo , ss , Phyis , Chem and MT .
I Do bad for my geo onyl 19/50 , ss 25/50 , physic 68/85 , Chem also badly done 49/85
and Total for MT is 54/100 1 more mark i get c 5 !!!

toDay play dota 2 game then the rest is uthers , it a lot of mini game Lol but it fun
Tomorro getting my English and Emath and Amath exam result hope i dun fail my Emath haha

lol ... I Set my mind that next week on no more dota if got ALSO 1 GAME PER WEEK !!! I WILL TRY TO SET IT .
Why cause i suddenly have the Mindset to study at last for all this secondary school life i have set myself a study plan LOL !!!!! I can't belive it !!! I hope i can clear my O level MT and no need to retake !!! I AIM FOR B4 !!!

Psalm 130

Out of the depths I cry to you,
O Lord ;

O Lord , hear my voice .
Let your ears be attentive
to my cry for mercy .

If you , O Lord , kept a record of sins ,
O lord , who could stand ?

But with you there is forgiveness ;
therefore you are feared .

I wait for the lord , my soul waits,
and in his word I put hope .

My soul waits for the Lord
more that watchmen wait for the morning

O Israel , put your hope in the Lord ,
for with the Lord is unfailing love
and with him is full redemption.

He himself will redeem Isreal
froma all theirs sins.

At last i can blog in peace

2008-05-11T07:33:00.000-07:00

This 3 day all ton till 4am++ then sleep , So tired haiz cannot blame cause i wan de hahahaha
Hmmm today Bball very sianz no energy To play very well ~~~ I am REALLY TIRED OUT !!
Then Tomorro SCHOOL !! GOOD CAN SLEEP LEII hahaha Lol

Today Bball play with so China adult so cheat de , all so high then jump also ....... Got 1 WORST !!! he steam and can see its shape come out !!!LOL btw farida told us de LOL.

Then after that Andy and teck han 1 v 1 21ball LOL So long then they play until qurral But it funny de not anrgy at each other they keep kpkb each other so funny lOL . By the time it already 9.45++ leii when i reach home lol .

Romans 7 : 19~25
For what i do is not good I want to do ; no , the evil I do not want to do -this I keep on doing .

Now if i do what i do not want to do , it is no longer i who do it , but it is SIN living in me that does it .

So i find this law at work : When i want to do good , evil is right there with me .

For my inner being I delight in God's Law ;

But i see another law at work in the member of my body , waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of SIN at work within my members .

What a wretched man I am ! Who will rescue me from this body of DEATH?

Thanks be to GoD - through Jesus Christ our Lord!
So then , I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law , but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of SIN.

Oh my *** can't said this evil word ...

2008-05-09T13:10:00.002-07:00

I just change my background sound from beautiful world to D cannon !!! So ppl taking the TEst PLEASE CHOOSE Beautiful world !!!UPDATE LATER SO LATE !!4.14 am .....

Very tired !!!

2008-05-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

YES !!! EXAM OVER !!!! FREEDOM !!!! PLAY GAME . BUt there still the chinese hothouse ( dunno correct spelling anot ) **** it i hate chinese but i just try my best in test with all the sleeping and playing never listen i got a 50/100 !! lol so lucky me lol.

Frist time after exam we send eugene ( From Green Court ) to the airport cause he leaving singapore for 2-3 year of studying Music in Aus !! So good We hope he had a Good time there and Be safe lol .We will really miss him T-T can't belive that from me . BUt he has to go and fulfils his dream that he want and we can't stop him . IF we did we are nothing but Selfish ppl . But i can said we really missed him

After going airport we went to Xue Jun/ Xue Yun house . We go ther help to complete esther her art project But me and joe was not unuseful at all so we watch Tv will 4+am then Joe go frist and i was falling asleep he left me THERE LOL never wake me up ask me go also . But never after he went about 20+ min i wake up and go home but tere only left Zifeng. then me went home and sleep >,< Ar so nice my bed lol .

That why i now then write what happen yesterday & now for some verse !!!

Psalm 16
Keep me safe ,O God
For in your i take refuge.

I said to the lord "You are my lord
apart from you i have no good thing "

As for saints who are in the land ,
they are the glorious ones whom is all my delight

The sorrows of those will increase
who run after other gods
I will not pour out thier libation of blood
or take up thier name on my lips

Lord , you have assigned ,
me my portion and my cup
you have made my lot secure.

The bondary lines have fallen for me
in pleasant places ; surely i have a delightful inheritance

I will praise the Lord , who counsels me ;
even at night my heart instructs me .

I have set the Lord Always before me .
Because he is at my right hand , i will not be shaken .

Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices ;
my body also will rest secure ,

Because you will not abandon me to the grave
nor will let your Holy One see decay.

You have made known to me the path of life ;
you will fill me with joy in your presence ,
with eternal pleasures at your right hand .

Erm ....

2008-05-07T09:24:00.000-07:00

Today very sianz , reach home on com they sleep liao from 12.55 to 5 pm LOL , dunno why so tried , tomorro A MATH PAPER 2 DIE AR LOL , I after mid year then chiong A math bah Lol , Hope can make it .
Today play few matches in dota , all assist support de , never kill alot .
Today also got bball reach there about 7++pm , lol still play . Then overall ok ok nia >,>
Srry ar shuYing I play till too long with Joe forgot that i asking u help me srry !!!!

Proverbs 20:7
The Righteous Man leads a blameless life;
blessed are his children after him

Proverbs 22:5
In the path of the wicked lie thorns and snares
But he who gurads his soul stays far from them

Proverbs 24:30,31,32
30.I went past the field of the sluggard
past the vineyard of the man who
lack judgment
31.Thorns had come up everywhere ,
the ground was covered with weeds,
and the stone wall was in ruins.
32.I applied my heart to what i observed
and learned a lesson from what i saw:

Postive Thinking lead to Heathly life XD

2008-05-06T08:42:00.000-07:00

Let Change the dark side of me , hahaha, didn't know i could be postive too .
Tomorro is A Math Exam ARRRRGGGGG~~~~ !!!
HAVEN STUDY I scare Cannot make it *[~,~]*
If fail this make Chiong liao , Lucky it only paper 1 hahaha
but paper 2 WOREST~~~~ I hope can Finish By the time LOL

Before i End

Psalm 15:1,2,3,4,5&10,
1,Have mercy on me , O God ,
according to your unfailing Love;
according to your great compassion
blot out my transgression.

2,Wash away all my iniquity
and Cleanse me from my sin

3,For i know my transgression
and my sin is always before me

4,Against you , you only , have i sinned
and done what is evil in your sight,
so that you proved right when you speak

5,Surely I was Sinful at brith,
sinful from the time my mother conceived me.

10,Create in me pure heart , O God ,
and renew a steadfast spirit within me .

Proverbs 11:7
When a wicked man dies ,
His hope perishes;
All he expected from his power comes to nothing

Proverbs 29:6
An Evil Man is Snared by his own sin,
But A righteous one can sing and be glad

PSP SIG !!! COOL !!!

2008-05-05T08:34:00.000-07:00

MY OWN PSP SIG OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH LOL!!!!! Tomorro physic sianz ar haven study at all i like to see my result of all my exam , can't wait to see them sia LOL !!!

Since i long long time no blog this is a mircale !!!

2008-05-04T07:01:00.000-07:00

Lol since i so long no blog i come update once i got time , A math exam is coming shit so hard long forgotten all forumale @!!!@!!!@ Then Tomorro is Geo Exam !!! i also never study Too sick having headach and Flu how to study and get the thing into my brain when it in hell of lot of pain . I found out about a few thing today but just too lazy to write all la Lol I can't belive i cry while watching Band Of Brother , when they found the Germany Locking the jewish in a camp and left them to die !!!

2007-06-19T15:00:00.000-07:00

LOL TODAY PLAY TILL SO LATE !!!! until 5 am , play with Zifeng !!! PLAy RPG !!! got 1 orund i losE SiAnZ adD NeW SonG 10 Am still awn wake uP Go TAkE TimEtABle ! ScaREd CANnoT WAKE UP So laTer PoSt AGAIN !!!

ADDDED SONG PLS LISTINE IF U LIKE RAP XD THZ

Fu*Ked up today !!!

2007-06-15T08:19:00.000-07:00

Today my DAMN parent Dun LEt me Go Out !! FuCk SIA , NVm i Go PLAy DotA with AnDy At bnet then i nthing to write liao ya found this song "teenage life " from Dunno where hahaha quite nice la below my Song Got the lyrics

Today

2007-06-14T11:48:00.000-07:00

Today so funny wake up watch tv then think of her LOL ! then at afternoon paly woth joe zi feng and jw and alot ppl on bnet , starting 1 game i very good then in the rest round getting noob and noober Wtf , but never still win XD

Edited Alot

2007-06-12T09:04:00.000-07:00

haha edited my blog so ma fan leii !! BUT AT LAST FINISH LEII STILL wan put 1 pic but zi feng give me comment said not nice

i like leii !!!!!!!!

after that 5+pm go play bball with toot(jun jie) , zifeng , joe , hong rui . Edmund Never come he go Cousin House O-o . Then we vist this ppl . LOL WE KEEP LAughting then 1 Guy Du lan uS LOL it is 4 v4 then the ball out Hong rui pass him by Throwing at him he dunno the guy beside him LOL he THROW VERY hard leii !!!

Write till here BB

~~~~~AoD~~~~ ALL OBEY DEATH

MaY dEaTh StAy FuRtHeR fRoM u

2007-06-11T00:50:00.000-07:00

For your information i have started a blog , as i am bored link me if u have a blog and hope to post more XD

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